092211

Ommic! :))))))))

1. ABR. More on review. But we had fun. Sir Divine eh. :) Happy Birthday, Laurence! 
2. MAPEH. Practice.
3. FILIPINO. Vacant. We played triple/quadruple hand-wrestling! HAHAHAHA
4. NIHONGO. More on birthdays/tanjoubi.
5. LUNCH. Nothing new.
6. ENGLISH. Review.
7. AA. Review.
8. CHEMISTRY. We played guns. As usual.
9. SS. No comment. =)))))))
10. TRIGONOMETRY. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA We just had fun.
11. PHYSICS. HAHAHA HI PAPA ARCI! :)

Enough. I can't say much. Bye! Goodnight~

092111

Hmm.

1. ABR. We had a quiz. And then we answered the Scientific Ability part of one of our NCAE reviewers.
2. MAPEH. We practiced a lot. People got to see me and it was very very very embarrassing.
3. FILIPINO. Discussion. The thought of our lesson has a different meaning based on my opinion.
4. THE. We had a duty in the Canteen Lab. Not that fun, if you're gonna ask me.
5. LUNCH. We spent it in the THE room. HAHHAH
6. ENGLISH. NCAE Review. Again. About verbal ability. This time, numbers 71-100. More on analogy. It sucked.
7. AA. Vacant! YAY. No Summative Test!
8. CHEMISTRY. We had a quiz about something I don't know. Whatever. Fail.
9. SS. Vacant. AHAHAHA We continued our Guns Tournament. I reached the ultimate level. Osm me is osm. Wehhh. 
10. CS. Seat work. It was easy.
11. PHYSICS. We checked our quiz that we took yesterday. I passed. Weeeeeeee.
12. TWE. I mostly stayed outside with some boys and a few girls. The girls inside the room were wild. HAHAHA

That's it for now, guise. Ja Ne. Goodnight~

092011

Nothing to say. Let's get on with my daily school life.

1. ABR. Discussion. Few jokes there and it was okay.
2. MAPEH. We practiced. I sucked though.
3. NIHONGO. Group presentations. Boring. Ma'am Dayrit got mad and I think it was funny, I mean, it's because Ma'am Dayrit is very cute when she's mad. Like, child-like cute.
4. THE. ooooooooh, nom nom cakes ♥~ We were very osm. 
5. LUNCH. They gave me a very fabulous hair-do. I mean, it's awkward in a nice way. I'm not used to girly stuffs. And then we gave Sir Divine a piece of our cake. And then we had fun because Sir told us indirectly that he will be Roilan's prom date. :""> 
6. ENGLISH. We reviewed for the NCAE. I was very sleepy.
7. AA. Quiz. Oh jeez. I'll surely fail. Anyway, Ma'am Calamiong just got her hair rebonded.. HAHAHHAH
8. CHEMISTRY. Vacant. As usual.
9. TRIGONOMETRY. Guess what? Yes, yes, we were all sleepy. 
10. CS. Oh dear. After almost all of us were done with the Hands-on-slash-quiz, Sir got mad. I mean. Ohemgee.
11. PHYSICS. Quiz. I wish I'll pass.

There. Goodnight! 

091911

Oh hai dur. Been a while, huh? 3 days with no updates. My life sucks. Okay, here goes my school life:

1. ABR. Sir was kinda moody so hell. Nvm.
2. FILIPINO. Whut is happening to me? I. CAN'T. REMEMBER. OMG.
3. NIHONGO. Mostly group work. Boring.
4. THE. We didn't do anything. Groups 2 and 3 baked. Group 1, which is the group of Ptolemy, was kicked out by Ma'am Caozon and I really don't give a damn why. Our group, group 4, just horsed around. So nothing special. It's our turn to bake tomorrow though.
5. LUNCH. Oh nom nom, food.
6. ENGLISH. NCAE Review. Not fun.
7. AA-->CHEMISTRY. VACANT. YAAY. OSM LIFE IS OSM.
8. SS. Discussion. Boring.
9. CS. Lesson. Typical day.
10. PHYSICS. Sir allowed us to do anything we want. Nikki, out president, announced some stuff, rant, blah blah blah. 
11. TWE. Oh I was in my own world then.
12. DISMISSAL. I'm kinda sad and hyper and I don't know. Name a mood and I'm feeling that. Really. I think I really am bipolar.

That's it. Well, I'm already sleepy. I wasn't able to do anything as planned because I helped my classmates with their CS projects. It's okay though. Maybe I'm not really meant to do anything that involved school stuffs.

Goodnight, people!

091511

Happy Birthday, Jed! ♥
Well anyway, here goes my day:

1. ABR. Vacant. See you tomorrow, Sir! :)
2. MAPEH. Practice. Uggh.
3. FILIPINO. Nvm.
4. NIHONGO. Free time. Read. Read. Read. HAHAHHA 
5. LUNCH. I just read again.
6. ENGLISH. Discussion about the 3 Idiots. 
7. AA. Lesson, We checked the Seat work, an awesome talk about Math. Pretty awesome. 
8. CHEMISTRY. Vacant. I read under the altar. :>
9. SS. We had a talk with an American retired teacher, Mr. Greenspan. Grey eyes. ♥ 
10. TRIGONOMETRY. Activity. And we met Mrs. Fama's daughter, Kim. The thing is, I was asking for her name and then finding out that we're both K(h)im. Oh my.
11. PHYSICS. Lesson.

Hmmm. TGIF tomorrow! Bye people! Gonna go to MOA tomorrow. YAY BOOK FAIR!

091411

This day is really something. I don't know why. I just felt something familiar. Oh dear. Let me forget this. Not this again. Anyway, here goes my day:

1. ABR: Free time again. I kinda miss Sir Divina, in a way.
2. MAPEH: We practiced for the Field Demonstration. And it's so eeeeeew. Like srsly? Eeeeeew.
3. FILIPINO: I forgot what happened. Omg.
4. THE: We had a review and then graded recitation. Who cares anyway?
5. LUNCH: I read Jonathan Livingston Seagull. In 25mins. We're supposed to have a test the next period so even against my will, I had to read it. You know how it feels when your teacher gave you a novel to read for weeks and then you will only read it an hour before the test about it? I know how. Trust me.
6. ENGLISH: We took the test. Thankfully, I passed. HA! 
7. AA: I finished the effin' seat work! A miracle again! I'm kinda proud of it.
8. CHEMISTRY: Vacant. Weeeee. I ate a lot. My monster stomach let my classmates to have a glimpse of it.
9. SS: Reports. Typical Ma'am Lazaro. Oh same old story.
10. CS: We discussed the quiz that we had yesterday. I'm kinda disappointed though. My score was higher than others but I know that I could have done better.
11. PHYSICS: Quiz. It was easy... to guess. I passed, though. Luckily.
12. DISMISSAL TIME: It's embarrassing. Don't ask

So much for my school life. HAHAHAHHA I think it's boring yet interesting. So yeah, tomorrow again, I think? Gonna read The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks. Ja Ne! BYE!

091311

The day we almost had the whole day free. Except some annoying subjects that ruined the fun.

1. ABR --> MAPEH --> NIHONGO - Three straight hours vacant! Hurrah. Life is cool sometimes, I admit.
2. THE - It was my report and it was annoying because I don't find it interesting or whatever.
3. LUNCH - Oh dear. Don't make me tell you the story. The time when they got a glimpse of my real eating habits. Oh dear God. 
4. ENGLISH - We discussed the 3 Idiots. We're not done yet. We'll continue it tomorrow after the test about Jonathan Livingston Seagull. I haven't even read it. Ugh. I'm really starting to dislike birds. Screw you, Jonathan. Can you actually believe that I'm gonna have fun in reading something that is full of pictures and has a bird as its main character? Oh hell no. Well, I might consider if it's an interesting flying-creature. But Jonathan is not even close enough to capture my interest.
5. AA - We had a quiz and my lids were drooping! I couldn't focus! Glad I made it! We're gonna continue the seat work tomorrow. Eeew.
6. CHEMISTRY - Ma'am just asked us to copy some stuff and then left us. Of course, I didn't copy. I just focused on the electric fan.
7. TRIGONOMETRY - V-A-C-A-N-T! Can you possibly believe it? Vacant? Whoa. Awsm. No Sleeping Potions class. Is it just me, or it's really surprising that the Sleeping Potions Master wasn't around? Now I believe that miracles do happen.
8. CS - Quiz. Please let me pass it. OH PLEASE.
9. Physics - We tried our catapults. And it was graded. Ours only got 88. Oh well.

So much for school stuffs. Bow.
*note: The scope of this kind of posts is only about school stuffs. Other things such as issues about friendships or whatever aren't covered by this kind of posts. Other topics are discussed separately.

So yeah. Bye for now. Goodnight! Tomorrow again, I suppose.

091211

Oh hello dur. Another week, man. To start the week, of course, Monday, Oh Monday.

1. ABR. We had a quiz. Mindfck. Oh well, may the gods be ever in my favor. Good news is: Sir Divine won't be around until thursday. Well, he's awesome,  yeah. But free time is more preferable especially with first-period classes. Hurrah!
2. Filipino. Boring. Bow.
3. Nihongo. Vacant! HAHHAHA I ate my lunch. We tested our catapult. #Fail
4. THE. Test. Whatever.
5. Lunch. I just sat there and did nothing. Pretty cool, eh?
6. English. We made the movie review about the 3 Idiots. I fell asleep right after I'm done. I mean, it's finished but I still want to say something about the film but sadly, I was asleep then.
7. AA. I listened. Wow. It was easy though.
8. Chemistry. We didn't listen. I and Pauline. We're great. We just read the Candy Mag. 
9. SS. Ma'am Lazaro was really mad at us. Long story. No subtitles, guys.
10. CS. We made a loooooooooooong program. Hahahaha.
11. Physics and TWE. Vacant. Mr. Arcilla and Mr. Yu weren't around. Yaay. Dismissal time.
12. I left the school at past 7pm though. I and Jaya are okay again. Long story again. Blahblahblah. We went to Patmae's. She didn't attend classes because of puffy eyes. HAHAHAHHAHAH :P

Oh well, I'll procrastinate na. See yah. Goodnight! 

Let it go.

Easy for people to say. But can it be done so easily? They say that it's for us to get over something and to move on and to be really happy. But can we really be happy? I mean, yeah, maybe it will go physically but it will always be there. In our heart and mind. We can comfort ourselves with lies that it wasn't there. But we ourselves know that it is. Unwavering. I think that letting go is such a stupid thing. Sometimes, we don't even know what we need to let go. Or if there is even something or someone to let go. Like in an unrequited love, the other person doesn't feel the same way and people will say that we have to let go of that person because we'll never be happy. If we all think about it, there is nothing to let go in the first place. We don't even own the person. What will we let go? The feelings? Yes, they may fade. But is it really gone? Emotionally, maybe. But we'll never forget it. It will never leave us. Another thing is, for instance, we'll be able to let go of someone or something. The question is: Do we want to? Can we? That's why there are masochists. No one wants to let go of the things and the person they love. That's plain stupid. Yes, we want them to happy. But we still love them and that's not letting go. Really, why does life has to be so complicated that it ruins us?

090911

HAHAHA We had the Mock Test today. I can't believe we, juniors, will be the one to take the NCAE. How unfair can life really be, huh? Then we had a talk. About Research. I fell asleep sometime during the forum but I think it wasn't more than 15 mins. Kuya Emman was a genius. Like really. Siya na. So un. Saya ng buhay kasi walang klase. Pero poga din kasi dami kailangan gawin. #Batgantotongbuhaynato

090811

Well, you see, this day is... indescribable. Anyway, Happy Birthday Mama Mary and Jetjet!
School day:

1. ABR. We just did some groupwork. The good part was when Mr. Divine danced! Seriously! 
2. MAPEH. Vacant again. Thanks to the tournaments held. I just read and watched volleyball.
3. FILIPINO. As usual, sleepy. And bored.
4. NIHONGO. It wasn't that fun either.
5. LUNCH. I ate my baon. Yay chicken~ ♥
6. ENGLISH. Oh dear. Three idiots was like...ugh. It made me cry like hell. It even made me like an insane girl laughing and crying at the same time. 
7. AA. Typical boring.
8. CHEMISTRY. A quiz about something that I don't even know. Fail.
9. SS - The usual 'Ma'am Lazaro, ang Kasaysayan at ang Pilipinas' type of discussion.
10. TRIGONOMETRY. Not paying attention. Sleeping potion-induced. 
11. PHYSICS = Dismissal time. Mr. Arcilla wasn't around. And I don't give a damn. I'm even quite happy about it.

So yeah, then we went to SM. Blahblahblah. Bought a pocketbook. Ate. While waiting, we ate again. Then non-stop stories. The laughtrip image. Still not talking to Jaya. Don't give a damn about people. Frustrated. Depressed. Stubborn. Try to understand if you can. Goodnight! 

090711

I hate this day. Well, I made a priority that I'll always share my school life. Not my life at home. Okay so here I go:

1. ABR. We had research. We went to the library and I read my pocket book there. Boring, if you want to know the truth. We played jackstone in the library! ♥
2. MAPEH. Vacant. I just ate and read.
3. Filipino. I wasn't really paying attention though.
4. THE. We made Paris sticks. Nom nom~ Then I stayed under the table and read.
5. Lunch. Still at THE room. Under the table. Eating. And reading.
6. English. Three Idiots was the best. We're almost done with it. Luckily, we'll continue it tomorrow.
7. AA. We had a quiz. It was easy, I think.
8. Chemistry. I wasn't listening. Oh, I was really shocked about something there. Very shocked. And amazed even.
9. SS. As usual, I'm reading with the pocketbook under my notebook while Ma'am Lazaro was discussing. I was half-listening, by the way.
10. CS. Oh, I understood the lesson, alright. But I, Samm, and Pauline were secretly reading pocketbooks with our awesome ways.
11. Physics. We had discussion. We had a laugh trip to because of the "Anak=Father/Mother" thingy. Our teacher can be very green. Seriously.
12. Then TWE. Mr. Yu was 30-minutes late. I didn't mind, though. 

So yeah, pretty much typical. I'll try posting about other things too. Like, you know, stuffs. Oh well.
Goodnight! 

090611

School. Typical day. Happy Birthday, Xzarina! ♥ 
So, today:

1. ABR. Discussion. I was sleepy. But then the last part was totally cool. The part where we "celebrated" Xzarina's birthday! Sir Divina was the best! Seriously. Can you sing a happy birthday to someone in a straight face? Like, with all the people laughing and thinking that you look stupid.
2. MAPEH = Vacant. YAY! I just read and read and read. Oh, and we watched the volleyball practice team. 
3. Nihongo. We were like in kindergarten, learning how to count. This time, in Nihongo. 
4. THE. Nothing unusual. I just read most of the time.
5. Lunch. I had noodles again. I know it's not good. But oh well.
6. English. We watched the movie, 3 Idiots, for like, no more than 30 minutes. It was supposed to be a full hour movie marathon. But sadly, Mrs. Lucena was late. Again. As usual. And there were many many many interruptions. Even the movie malfunctioned. It was irritating. I even think that the movie was cool. Awesome even. It's a three-hour film so we're gonna continue it tomorrow and on Wednesday. Maybe even Thursday. Hopefully.
7. AA. Typically boring. But at least, I know and understand the lesson.
8. Chemistry. I wasn't listening. As in, for the first time ever, I didn't even get one significant thing from our teacher. I hope that Mrs. Certeza will come back soon.
9. Trigonometry. As far as I know, this subject has its very own sleeping potion. 
10. CS. We did programming. We were assigned the second problem and no one got it. And what was frustrating was that I got the other two problems done without a sweat. But sadly, because I was really assigned on problem 2, I didn't have any grade. Oh well life.
11. Physics. We had a quiz. A hard one. At least I passed. I was happy for that.
12. Then dismissal. I and Jaya are still ignoring each other. Pride vs Pride, huh?

*sigh.
Goodbye, people! Goodnight. Sweet dreams. Don't let the bed bugs bite. ♥

090511

This day is exhausting.

• We didn't have our first and second period because of the program, or the opening of the science month and the scientist in motion. And I must say, I am quite impressed with the other participants. Especially the awesomeness of the "Speed of light" tactic of Einstein. Really, I was like, whoa! Is that even possible? And then I realized what happened and I was like, that was freaking cool.
• Our section was a failure. Really. I can't even. (I even prefer Berzelius. Hello Arnold, you're so awesome there)
• And then classes. Nihongo was technically our 3rd subject but today, it was the first class we have.
• Then THE. Oh dear. The chocolate was hard to melt. Seriously.
• Then lunch. Nom nom ♥
• Then english. We had  the Word Power Elimination. The words are so out-of-my-world. It was really hard. I barely passed. Even the three highest scorers. They had a tie so they'll have a tie-breaker tomorrow. Ganbarimashou!
• Then AA. I was secretly reading a pocket book.  Hahahahahahaha it's boring there.
• Then chem. We had a quiz. I had no idea about the topic. But thank God, I passed.
• Then SS. Ma'am Lazaro was mad because we were all lazy, which is a proven fact.
• Then CS. I'm seriously into programming. ♥
• Then we didn't have Physics and TWE. Hahaha yay for life!
• We just horsed around.
• We had fun.
• Jaya was mad.
• I was upset after dismissal.
• Nihongo is torturing me. Oh well.

That's for today, I think. I'm gonna finish my enTree book now. Goodnight! 

090311-090411

I haven't done anything productive this weekend. Screw my life. Anyway, I had fun this weekend. Well, sort of.

1. Because it was Yuan's birthday yesterday. (My just turned 2-year old cousin)
2. We visited my late grandmother (mother's side) at the North Cemetery.
3. I ate a lot.
4. And lastly, I have a blog now. Yay!

So yeah. School tomorrow. Ugh. Another week, another stress.

I would like to thank Miah (@art-enigma), because he's the one who acknowledme me to make a blog. Thank you, Miah!

Goodbye! Goodnight! See you all tomorrow. xo

1. I love to eat

Srsly. I’ve beaten everyone in my class when I was in first year. I think even in second year. But this year, I don’t feel like showing them. Really.
In 3months, I gained 12kgs. HAHHAHAHAAH 

500 truths

This will be interesting.

World's Master of Disguise

This is a rant. Read at your own risk. I just want to let my emotions out. So I believe that this is the right time to post this, which was made forever ago, is perfect for the situation. 
My life is a waste. An epic fail.
I’m a person who keeps on denying that I’m still living in the gruesome…err, painful past.
Well, I’ll admit, I’m a liar. I am living in the past. Why? Well I left my heart there. That’s why.
I don’t want to hope. It would lead me to colossal hurt. I don’t want that. But still.
Okay, so I’m not hoping. But I’m still engulfed in the ghost of my past. What’s the difference?
I always pretend I’m okay. Even though I know I’m not. I lie. Even to myself. Yeah, I’m stupid like that.
I pretend I’m fine even though I know that I’m in pain. In a prodigious pain.
I always smile. Even though I’m dying inside.
As the quote says:
”It’s always been easier than explaining why you’re sad”
That’s not just it. It’s also because they won’t understand. They won’t know the pain. I’m sure they’ll just ignore it, or okay, they’ll be touched for a while, I suppose. People say my bitterness is a virus, it easily spreads but hard to kill. But still… It won’t make a difference. They won’t feel my pain.
I have a bitter heart. I’m the kind of person who bottles up everything until the time that I will just explode because I can no longer cope up with the massive pain inside. I can’t show my feelings. And even if I want to? I just can’t. That’s the way it is. It will bottle up everything, till the ‘explosion’.
All I want is to remove the pain. To be okay. To be able to smile genuinely. To be happy without any mask on. I can’t stand this faux le bonheur, this faux sourire, this poker face, this fucking disguise? I want it all to go away. To just… fade. I want to laugh. Not the one that I will be doubt if that’s a real laugh back there, or just the normal disguise? But there’s really one solution, one that will end this pretense, this stupidity, the lies, etc, everything.


I need to move on.


Problem is: I know I can, but I don’t know how.

I have a lot to tell about this guy ^. But all in all, Uchiha Sasuke changed. A lot.
Yes, he's still hot. Yes, he's still gorgeous. But is he that awesome? No. He's like an angst-driven teenager who wants nothing but revenge. He can't just accept the fact that Itachi did it for Konoha and for him. Rather, he wants others to pay. Narrow-minded. He can't see that some people want him back. Really, Sasuke. You'll regret it.

My Life, Maybe.

Konbanwa! Bonsoir! Good evening! Magandang Gabi! Welcome to my blog. This blog will most probably be about my life, as you see. Read at your own risk. I find it hard to express myself. I speak my thoughts. You may find it bitter but that's what I feel at that moment. Anyway, posts here are mostly rants about life, love, friends and etc.
This welcome post might not be that great. I told you, expressing myself is really hard. But nevermind. :)
I'll try to post as often as I can. Ja ne! xo