'Cause when you're fifteen~
Yes, it's the last day of being fourteen. In just a few hours away, it's like crossing some barrier or whatever. I haven't ranted for a while. And maybe never. But today, I'll make an exception. Last rant for my fourteenth year. I thought that maybe, I need to rant something before my birthday. I haven't posted anything even though I had a lot to say these past few weeks. And I think I'll never be able to. I can't even rant properly anymore. Maybe I just want to say I'm not happy. No more explanations. When I look back to everything, I get depressed. So many regrets, memories, misunderstandings, and even fucking heartbreaks. Those moments that yes, very trivial, but enough to break my fucking heart, Ugh. All I want is to be happy. But I guess I don't deserve it. I miss a lot of people. I'd give everything to bring them back. I'd do everything to be able to let go. I want to be happy after today. Please. Please.
I'll keep myself from ranting again. Best wishes to me. Bye!
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